Friday, February 19, 2016

The always nervous lady

postgraduate life is making me suffer. good suffer it is.

i prayed to Allah one time to make me busy with good things so I'm occupied with good works and not inclining myself doing harmful things. so here it is. Allah has granted my prayers. alhamdulillah.

im grateful for it as my mind can't stop thinking on how to make myself survive in this postgraduate life. haha. i was so busy thinking about it sometimes bcs i am so terrified of the 'what ifs'

what if i fail
what if i cant do it
what if i cant do it on time
what if the assignments are not good enough
what if i cant stand up to my lecturers' expectations

so many what ifs that cause troublesome in my mind. such a chaotic mind inside

and then i realize that Allah is here
Allah knows
seek Allah's help bcs only He can make it happen
'kun fayakun'

InsyaAllah i will made this to the end

fighting!!!

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