Wednesday, April 27, 2016

Semester 2

The time of the semester is coming.
The pressure, tension, stress ape sume.
Tunggu je la masa utk breakdown pastu nangis, nangis, nangis.
Takleh jumpa org, kerje pun tak siap.
Feeling I'm not good enough, down, unsatisfied with yourself, rasa tak layak utk sambung study, incompetent sume ade la nanti.
Sekarang it's building up inside, waiting for the time it's going to burst.

And well,
That's life.

No matter how hard you feel, how down you are inside, how angry you're with yourself, you just have to keep going.

Nobody can do it for you except yourself.

Yes, Allah will help you but only if you learn to help yourself.

-bila baru dapat tahu assignment RM 3papers kena siapkan, presentation for world lit is so pressure because the sources are so limited, quizzes utk litcrit tapi takde notes, presentation for iok lagi, dapat markah paling rendah utk world lit lagi. I'm not okay with this!-

27April2016
Safiyyah PG 2.9


Ya Allah, I pray for a better change in my life.
I'm not worth of your love, but still I'm crying for Your Mercy.
😰