To be truth, I am someone who loves to live in my own comfort zone. I rarely go outside of my comfy zone except that it's a must and I could die if I did not do it.
Yeah, that's what I am. Pathetic? Yeah you can call me whatever you like. But I know my limitations and I like to live in that limitations! Hahaha. (Ok that's a lie, I do take challenges... Sometimes :p)
So what I just noticed about myself is that, I am actually going through "a road less travelled".
You know why?
....
When I started my master in IIUM, I had chosen to do literature! Basically, this course is less favorable compared to linguistics. But I'd chosen to do it erm because I always think I will get better grades for literature subjects!
Is that wrong to think like that?
I also don't know.
See? I'm not sure of myself sometimes. There are times when I feel insecure of my own decisions. Thinking of it as a mistake. I will start to think bad of myself, then after pondering for quite some time....my positive vibes will come back. Alhamdulillah. I believe that there's always good reasons for what happened. So, what's to be regretted of?
Hurm...
Then, I'd choose to take only courseworks whereas all my classmates are taking mixmode! So... I'm thinking to myself, I choose to take coursework because I believe that it will do good for me as I do not have to do all the researchs but if I'm the only one who do that, does it not give me any suffering or troubles later? Just because i choose "the road less travelled?" Hahaha.
See. I'm scared. I totally fright out just thinking about doing things I dislike! Argh.
Currently I'm boggling my mind to think about the pro and cons of these decisions.
-___-
It's so hard to think of this. The future seems to be far away but it's actually just in front of my face!
Wake up hanan!
Footnote: Hanan is a name I used when talking to myself. I love the name and already planning to put Hanan in my daughters names. Hahahahahaha
-kalaulah satu hari nanti my future children happen to read this, hye children! Mummy loves you!-
='D
You know why?
....
When I started my master in IIUM, I had chosen to do literature! Basically, this course is less favorable compared to linguistics. But I'd chosen to do it erm because I always think I will get better grades for literature subjects!
Is that wrong to think like that?
I also don't know.
See? I'm not sure of myself sometimes. There are times when I feel insecure of my own decisions. Thinking of it as a mistake. I will start to think bad of myself, then after pondering for quite some time....my positive vibes will come back. Alhamdulillah. I believe that there's always good reasons for what happened. So, what's to be regretted of?
Hurm...
Then, I'd choose to take only courseworks whereas all my classmates are taking mixmode! So... I'm thinking to myself, I choose to take coursework because I believe that it will do good for me as I do not have to do all the researchs but if I'm the only one who do that, does it not give me any suffering or troubles later? Just because i choose "the road less travelled?" Hahaha.
See. I'm scared. I totally fright out just thinking about doing things I dislike! Argh.
Currently I'm boggling my mind to think about the pro and cons of these decisions.
-___-
It's so hard to think of this. The future seems to be far away but it's actually just in front of my face!
Wake up hanan!
Footnote: Hanan is a name I used when talking to myself. I love the name and already planning to put Hanan in my daughters names. Hahahahahaha
-kalaulah satu hari nanti my future children happen to read this, hye children! Mummy loves you!-
='D
