Because I am living in a planet with homosapiens.

"Don't judge me!!"

We often hated judgment made by other human beings upon us.

It may hurt our feelings, made us feel broken and low.

Mostly because we know that what people say is not true. It is also unfair and mean. Harsh and hurtful.

But, ever wonder how people can have such misjudgment and misconception about ourself? It must not happen if we do not open ourselves to be misjudged.

What's the point that I want to highlight here?

The changes can start within ourselves.

We can make other people understand.
We can let them know the real situation.
We can reach out to people who criticize us.

We can do that by giving them EXPLANATION.

Either you want to be bad mouthed by others, or you can seal the arguments that is going to happen.

It's your choice.

Well, some believes that we shouldn't care about what people think or perceive about us. That can be true and also untrue depending on the situation and environment.

If our presence or absence can affect others, then it will be a duty to EXPLAIN.

WAllahua'lam.

You are free to agree or disagree on this. :)

Here's 

Heal your soul 1.0

"Speak good or remain silent." - The Prophet

Words we spoke,
Words we wrote,
Words we heard.

Ever wonder?

# this send chills to my nerves. Muhasabah.

13 Oktober 2015

Do good and good will come to you.

Bismillahirrahmanirraheem.

"Kindness is never wasted."

I always loved the quote.
It is one of my life principles to do good and be kind, and let it go. Means to forget a deed after it is done. Alhamdulillah, the effects or rewards could be felt everytime I am reminded to it.

For instance, when I decided to help someone in need and reset my niyyah that I am only hoping for reward from Allah and not from the person, automatically I will feel calm and at peace.

And that is when miracles happen!

I will feel that Allah's help come in the most unexpected way.

For example, if I get myself into a trouble that I think I cannot survive, the easiness and calmness will come. Then I can ace the problem. That is Allah's help for me.

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I just want to share something that happened to me this semester.

At first, my friend told me that someone is looking for a babysitter. I get so excited that I immediately said yes without thinking much of further problems I might get.

After that, I felt so scared because I just realized that the baby is only 20days old! And me, who is never experienced of taking care of a very young baby, dare to babysit a baby.

Oh my God, what have I make myself into....

Several days after, the mom whatsapped me.
So she is actually my friend too. Someone I knew. Haha.
Alhamdulillah for that coz I know if it was someone I never know, I will be ....awkward...(like I always did).

The deal was made.

I am going to be take care of the baby for four days a week, and the best part would be I must go to her mahallah every single morning. Before 8am to be exact and alhamdulillah that I have no transport, so I will waaaaaaaaalllllkkkkkkkkk to her mahallah. Hahahaha.

I havent mentioned that it is a 25minutes walking right? ;')

Imagine myself walking 25 minutes every morning, and have to get up early and the most important part -- to take a bathe earlier? Hah. (that is my weakness, I dont like to take a bath so early in the morning. huargh.)

After two days of hardwork (:p), the next day someone offered me to send me to Halimah with car. The good news is I can continue going with her, thus no 25 minutes walking anymore! Wuhhuu!

Alhamdulillah :')

I became less worried now in sha Allah. There are a few things that made me overthink about my decision, but when Allah has shown the way to me and ease it I eventually feel that this job is meant for me. Hehe.

Seek help from Allah,
Believe.

In sha Allah❤

°may Allah bless°

12 October 2015

Kerja dakwah

Kata Syed Qutb,

"kerja dakwah bukan soal minat atau tidak, suka atau tidak, bukan soal kerjaya, bukan soal ada potensi dan bakat. Tapi kerja dakwah ialah lambng keimanan kita lemah atau kuat. Jdi di situ kayu ukurnya. Sejauhmana perasaan nak berdakwah itu bergelora pada jiwa sang da'i, sejauhmana rasa peritnya melihat keadaan ummat. Da'i yg terpadam rasa nak berjuang ialah da'i terpadam padanya api keimanan. Tiada dakwah bererti iman lemah"

#deep

another beginning

assalamualaikum,

after a very long while,
here i am again.

publicizing my blog.

looking forward for sharing things here. ;)

a little bit introduction of myself,

Nur Hanani A. Hamid
Terengganu
#gadisoktober

introvert with the crowd, but can be the most extroverted person among bestfriends
currently pursuing my master at iium

recently graduated as an English major, at iium too

note that i am not a fluent writer and speaker of English language

dont expect too much

11 october 2015